Your VOICE

I like to write poetry sometimes when I get the chance or more like when it comes to me so I thought I would share a poem I wrote awhile ago. It's one of the better ones I've written. So here goes it.

I thought I heard your voice last night,
I heard you call my name. I told you that I
Love you then you said the same. It was
all so very comforting because it eased
the pain. Although the moment was
so short it was enough to hear
Your claim.
Britney Hahn

Our main Adventure for the Summer

Now that I've shared the main part of me, I thought I'd share what we did this summer with the kids.

Our boys have always been dirtbike riding fools, thanks to their dad. From the day Bradley and Dustin were born they have adored and admired bikes , or honestly things that go fast in general. So after the boys have been riding since they were 2 we decided they should race this year in a motocross curcuit , well actually Daniel decided against my wishes but thats how things are sometimes. Well the kids raced and did very well all summer. Bradley was on a 50cc pro Senior and Dustin was on a 50cc junior. Bradley raced in the 7-8 class and 50 open class , Dustin raced in the 5-6 class. Bradley was out to win and did so well. He started the season taking second place to James McGuire (he went to nationals in 2006 so he was an awesome rider). As the season progressed Bradley grew too big for his bike so in the end he had to work really hard for his placing. I think he ended the season averaging out in 5th place. Dustin well he was more into just riding rather then racing. Don't get me wrong he did very well but he wasn't carring if he won or not.

He and another lil man (Bronson) rode together they were always taking 2nd or 3rd place together. One would pass the other and back and forth all season. Dustin made us laugh one race when we were in Salmon, he was out on the track and it was his last lap til finish and he came to the top of a downhill jump and stopped. Daniel and I didn't know what was goin on then we noticed he looked to his right then to his left and began to go again. It seemt like he was looking for traffic on a track where there was no worries for traffic for most. It made us laugh because he was just in no hurry to finish when every one else was racing as fast as they could to take the checkered flag. As I said before he was in it to ride not race. Daniel and I asked him what he was doing and he simply replied I don't know I just felt like stopping. In the end I believe Dustin averaged out and took 2nd. He did well.

It was a worl wind of nerves for me the whole season I was always a nervous wreck every other weekend. But I lived through it amazingly enough. I enjoyed it because it was something new and diffrent for us to experience. Now I'm not so sure we will be enduring this next year but we will see what the seasons bring in the future.

My time.

Well I figured it was a thing to do to pass the time I spend alone. So after thinking about it I decided to make a blog of my own.

When You are alone all day long you have much time to think about things and man does it get to you after awhile.

So I thought I'd start with telling you about myself. I was born in Dallas Texas on July 27th. I'm 26 years young (I honestly can't think of myself as old, I'm close enough to 30 already.) I have a wonderful mom who started her life with me when she was 18 she married my dad young and tried to accomplish lifes goals with me to boot. My dad passed away when I was 2 he was crushed under a car while working on it. My mom remarried when I was 7 then we moved to Idaho. At the time I thought they were the worst people in the world. I loved Texas and all the family there too. I couldn't imagine being happy any where else other then there. I visited every summer and spent a small time there as a child. As I grew I swore I would move back no matter what it took.

Then I turn 16 and met the love of my life. We moved out to Roberts (although I hated the town itself) and ended up with a neighbor down the road who to me was a hotty. Daniel and I met the first time because of his little sister and well things began from there. We found out soon enough sneaking out of the house was only trouble but man was it fun trouble, not that I would recommend it to any one. I ended up becoming pregnant at 16 and life took a huge turn from then on. Daniel insisted he was to marry me and take care of us. My parents wouldn't have it. We fought to be together for months and months and finally after moving from place to place being in the system I ended up being able to marry Daniel on April 28th 1999. It was a crazy day but the best crazy day I ever lived through.

We had our first son on September 18th 1999, and lived the life of poor people for years but honestly to us poor was the best way to live,we always tried to find fun things to do and managed to keep each other happy. Now I won't lie Daniel and I have had our crazy, horrible ,tearspilling, moments together, but we have also decided it's best we spend our time together rather then apart. Daniel left me in 2001 for 2 weeks and it was the worst time I've lived through. Then in July of 2001 we found out by aw that we were expecting another lil one. It was a crazy feeling to have one already with us and another on the way.

We had Dustin on March 6th 2002. We decided then it was time to move into our own home. We lived in a single wide trailer house for 2 years and then were extremely lucky to have a deal go in our favor for another home for us. We did a government housing program and built our own home. We have now lived in it for 4 years. In all we still have our moments but we have grown so close in the last few years we could never see ourselves without the other. He is the half to my whole.

In the mornings I enjoy waking up to him to my side and enjoy falling asleep in his arms. He is the best man I've ever met. I thank god for him every day. He does very well for his age. He is a sales assoc. for Arnold machinery selling heavy equipment. We make good money although we have learned money isn't every thing. I couldn't ask for a better life except maybe a vacation every once in awhile. :)